Adissageek.'s Blog (110)

women just messed everything up.

women aren't apart of the PLAN. Is my theory. In the beginning... God made....MAN. And that was it. Then MAN decided he was lonely. And God wasn't enough. So God made WOMAN for him. Cause apparently God just wasn't enough for him... So woman came between the initial intedned uniuon for man and God. a) and then b) she went and had to be the one to introduce sin into the world. ever wonder where parturition came from (& labour pains). God never create pain. . . . . . . . I'd be pretty… Continue

Added by adissageek. on May 26, 2009 at 12:04am — 3 Comments

remindersx.

Lols. In my spanish exam I spelt it "reservasion" I was DOG tired. Anyways. Remind me to write on : 1) the topic of man & his "improvements" 2) the topic of "being crazy" and why its not so bad. & the norm & how the world alienates what's different. ergo making christians afraid to be different because they think it makes something wrong with them. which is what the enemy usses alot to drive doubt. such as "i wonder how we look to the rest of the world" caring about how you lo… Continue

Added by adissageek. on May 23, 2009 at 3:13am — 1 Comment

Re : But They're My Friends!!!

Firstly, establish that : Legalizing gay marriages does not change God's word, nor his stance on the practice of gay union.

Agreed? Therefore whether or not the Gays are allowed to marry, doesn't change the fact that many struggle against it as well. Legalizing Gay marriages is just something the Devil is doing to increase the temptation to follow man and disregard God's stance. It now presents Gays with a eroded conscience as now, it is seen as less of a bad thing in the eyes o… Continue

Added by adissageek. on May 18, 2009 at 11:00pm — 5 Comments

"he's just not that into you"

A Conversation in Adidisas' Head "its called a break up because its broken", is the title of the book. I chuckle. The truth : If a guy wants something, nothings going to stop him. "like he's trying to get her..." Yeah. "so i guess he wants her then" Yup. "so what does that mean? she's better than me?" No. He just likes her. "so...she's better. cause...he dun like me" No. Theres just something he likes about her "why isn't… Continue

Added by adissageek. on May 13, 2009 at 9:51pm — 3 Comments

3 things you need for life & [mini-testimony]

1st paragraph : I was rereading my blog. As I like to do in my spare time, to see where the Lord has brought me from. And I read a blog which was the beginning of a testimony and I did not tell you how it was the end of a testimony. 2nd paragraph : About a month ago, my computer crashed. How could the Lord work through a computer crash you might ask? He restores to me, & enlarges my territory. The God of the MUCHmore : - gives a new laptop with x5 storag… Continue

Added by adissageek. on May 3, 2009 at 11:43pm — No Comments

pain. cont'd.

"Its time to learn that you can't completely protect yourself from heartache or emotional trials. In fact, the more you try to protect yourself from pain, the more you will get into. And check this out: making vows for self-protection can show that you don't really get God's Word because his Word promises that he will protect you and shows that all you have to do is obey his law and trust that even awful stuff is allowed to happen because it is important and will ultimately

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Added by adissageek. on April 30, 2009 at 10:30pm — No Comments

worry is a sin - an idol even.

Reference : Idol Girls - Hayley DiMarco Mood : Peppy & Content Reason : David y yo are just back to friends. Which is good. & I got 9 hours of sleep last night. Song : When I Fall - Rachael Lampa "When I fall, When I fall, You will still be standing."

MEMO:

There was one line in the book which stuck out at me. Bascially it talked about worry as an idol and an insult to God. god blantantly told us… Continue

Added by adissageek. on April 28, 2009 at 10:30pm — No Comments

endorphins, tennis & Chrisitanity

how do we link them all? through this short story : I went to a tennis match today. I started randomly talking to this girl who was there. And her friend. And they were okay. Next thing I know I'm actually going to play the girl. 0_O. Well she seems nice. We start out the match and I start losing. Then I pick up. And I'll spare you the details. Anwyays. So, she's in the lead. & I'm just getting more and more tired. All the time in my head i'm like: "Come on God, give me Energy" "Let end… Continue

Added by adissageek. on April 23, 2009 at 11:00pm — 1 Comment

to: everyone who was ever afraid of getting hurt.

yes you antisocial clams. (myself included.) There's a song that needs to be your life anthem. I just made it mine.

Being Alive - Rachael Lampa

What is being alive? Blah blah blah. I'm telling you today that I had a talk with God and someone He inspired. I was describing to the person my fear of opening up to others and blah blah blah and how...You don't really need to care or love for others. Cause that just exposes you to ~~pain~~. "and that's ...true" - said God… Continue

Added by adissageek. on April 19, 2009 at 10:30pm — No Comments

why "lets fix ourselves first before we fix others" is crap.

it is crap because. (practicing keeping her work short and spicy). lets face it. we will never be perfect. ergo. we shant wait on ourselves to be perfect before we spread the gospel. the devil sure as heck ain't nothing but sin, yet he's out there spreading HIS message. How much more should we with the right message be encouraged to spread it? ergo. that thought "lets fix ourselves before we fix others" is crap. from the devil. wait? didn't jesus say take the plank out of your own eye before… Continue

Added by adissageek. on April 16, 2009 at 11:14pm — No Comments

sole survivour. {soul} survivor.

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he called me a ****** so i blocked him. 'mentally or online?' both

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I'm trying to write my Blogs in a more sturctured manner. The Problem : David's back. My excrush now has a new girlfriend who is in our class; this is insignificant. The problem is, I've recently found out that he's been givng a friend of mine some horrible advice. Back Up : I tried to get to know our 'class clown' earlier this year when I became comcerned a… Continue

Added by adissageek. on April 1, 2009 at 11:00pm — 4 Comments

'and i will follow you...forward...."

"you make all things new yes you make all things new and i will follow you forward"

-"moving forward" - israel houghton 'the power of one' so. me & God finally TALKED. like after communion. one would think i'd have the sense to clear things up BEFORE communion. but nawp. we drank [jooce[ & ate [bread] before we tlked to God about our problems [instead[? lols. ummmmmmm. Computer crashed. Apparently. & Thank the Lord who inspired my Father to go in the… Continue

Added by adissageek. on March 29, 2009 at 10:55pm — 3 Comments

"i'm a little more than useless."

yeah. lately. my own indeciseveness has been killing me. in the form of people that are forcing themselves in my life and who are "clingy". and me not being able to tell them to back off cause they're social pariahs. & is that christ like? & feeling like I should be this holy sacrosanct woman who wears the simplest dress.and a bunch of other depressing details. not feeling like i was made to love anyone but God. & crap. and feeling really restricted by this voice in my head that kee… Continue

Added by adissageek. on March 28, 2009 at 12:00am — 2 Comments

how does one get rid of jealousy?

i just///really need to know right now... *hurt tone* Continue

Added by adissageek. on March 26, 2009 at 10:56pm — 4 Comments

teen dating is crap.

practice argumentative essay : 1. it is done by teens in a stage of their life where they are emotionally unstable. - hormonal imbalances - teen years are when child goes thru many psychological stages. most importantly self-identification + dating enables people to learn more about themselves when people share views etc. - teens yearn ot be accepted and will look to volatile places for it (i.e. other unstable teens as themself) + break ups hurt alot - based off of infatuation and lust rather t… Continue

Added by adissageek. on March 23, 2009 at 10:46pm — 3 Comments

if you have problems. boo hoo. [{suck it up}]

yeah. i wasn't going to blog. but I feel to now. The point of this blog is short and sweet. I was just wondering to myself : why is it, i feel guilty talking about my problems with people? then I was like, cause it seems ... selfish. chances are they have a problem too. so i'd ask them their problem out of a sense of obligation. then listen half-heartedly to them rant. then basically called it a waste. as i really can't lay my problems on them after just hearing that. then i figured, you just… Continue

Added by adissageek. on March 22, 2009 at 10:30pm — 2 Comments

journeyzzzz. [emphasis on the zzzz]

tired. i are. & now we're going to write about my ACTION PACKED, BURSTING WITH BUBBLES OF OODLES OF FUN - life. ummmmmmmmmm. yeah. just was thinking and I pressed:

P A U S E

I'm now president of a club. Going to an ivy league school in the summer, travelling internationally, alone ? Ummmm. wait.

I'm not ready?

But I have to try and force myself to be. Cause I need to be the best me. Some how. I see her. And I can imitate her. I don't know. Where I got it… Continue

Added by adissageek. on March 21, 2009 at 1:53am — 2 Comments

withdrawal symptoms. [i]

& so. WHY is he always looking at me? why is it that our eyes meet like 10 times a day? [yet we don't speak words to each other in person] why can't i talk to him in person? why was he allegedly looking at me behind my back? why did he come into the class i was in...twice? & WHY. would he try and talk to me online? if he knew he was busy? if i'm not good enough for him? or not good enough to talk to him in person? & why won't people let. it. die.? why everybody gotta keep bringing… Continue

Added by adissageek. on March 19, 2009 at 10:32pm — No Comments

you ARE what you listen to.

like really. music is the only thing that affects all hemispeheres of your brain simeltaneously. [besides an unfortunate car crash]. & the tones. are diff. its kinda funny. like. listen to polka music. it make you feel kinda weird stills. heavy heavy metal can make you feel mad., or just to hold a deeeep medz. & light airy classical music, can make you tipsically whimsy [don't ask] idk. what you listen to. dun care particularly. don't take up arms at me. cause as far as i know. music i… Continue

Added by adissageek. on March 18, 2009 at 11:00pm — 2 Comments

h8rs.

*sob* so i just got really hurt cause this guy made this diss that really got to me. its on something really personal to me that i haven't liked about myself since I was a kid and now i feel horrible

see, this would have been me 5 years ago. But now, i see the Devil in situations. Lols. Devil tryna bring ME down. Naw suh. Devil don't like the joy I done got cause I let go of a horrid relationship/crush so he's tryna bring me down with enemies. Oh dear. Welp. I ain't bla… Continue

Added by adissageek. on March 17, 2009 at 10:42pm — 1 Comment